thoughts for the day...

Attachment & Egoism

“love” that exists for “light”
- might lead to attachment

“light” that grows by abundance of “love that exists for light”
- might transform into egoism


Bliss & Shanti

“light” that exists for “non-attachment love”
- bliss

“love” that grows by abundance of “light that exists for non-attachment love”
- might transform into another “light that exists for non-attachment love”
- shanti

first Padmasana !!!

I know this sounds a bit funny to those that naturally can do it and to those that already can do it. But, I am really very very very happy yesterday evening(11Nov2009) when I finally did it. This is not the perfect one but this is FIRST padmasana in my life ^_^
let us keep practising! staying alive! Namaste!

strange feeling....

Through my personal regular yoga practice lately, I feel that there is something in me has been closing for years until now. I am a very positive person and I would say that I may look happy from outside but I can feel that there is something in me that I did not letting it go all these years. There is something that I do not know how to phrase it and I still could not figure out until now. What I knew is that I should be a happier person compare to what I am now and that could be the “me” from many years ago. It could be when I was a baby, it could be when I was a kid...

de-stressed session on 07nov2009
transformation of a "backdrop spoilt" clock...

Sutra : Samadhipadah

1.12 abhyasavairagyabhyam tannirodhah

The mind can reach the state of yoga through practice and detachment.
or
Practice consistently but learn to detach in order to stop the vacillation

Artwork Illustration :

The little angel moves the second indicator that link to the minute & hour indicator (practice consistently) in order to maintain correct timing (stillness). However, the actual timing (svarupe / trueself) will run (vacillate) if the indicators cling onto each other (attachment) during the cycles.


Also, here is some personal view for sharing….

Attachment & Egoism

“love” that exists for “light”
- might lead to attachment

“light” that grows by abundance of “love that exists for light”
- might transform into egoism


Bliss & Shanti

“light” that exists for “non-attachment love”
- bliss

“love” that grows by abundance of “light that exists for non-attachment love”
- might transform into another “light that exists for non-attachment love”
- shanti

mom's SINGER (^_^) yet to be transformed.... (wait & see ya :) any comment??


when you totally put your ego down...

i draw my anger into a piece of paper by 8B pencil. the anger only can be felt when you try to look at it nearer. if you look as it is now, it just a kind of "contrast feel" :)

human does always magnify or focus on only one particular point when they feel angry. well, this shall remind us that sometimes we have to try look things from far or another angle, it might be something beautiful or a kind of spiritual message :D


always sunshine when u look up :D dears, don't forget to look up, don't forget to breathe in breathe out no matter how upset or how busy... check yourself always :)


dream catcher (red indian legend: put near to our bed, it capture our bad dream. there you go, no fear :)


Chocolate Flower :p


Year2009 Chinese New Year deco@kajang home


Year2008 X'mas present

Mount Kota Kinabalu - 2009 July 27-28

"there" is our destination though we have walked for almost 5 hours!!!! still so far....

Journey to explore...

2009'05 -
My innermost thoughts... It is time to start or I will regret forever.

Finally, I saw a light in my heart. I will not let it go this time. There are something that had been dragged for years and I can feel that I just cannot afford to delay it anymore. I will definitely struggle it out although people might laughing on it, maybe a lot of them are doubt for it too. I am not keen to prove them wrong, instead I will go for whatever my heart lead me to. I have a strong affinity with it and I always believe that things will happen naturally if then. My Self tell me always "be brave". I do always embrace pain and changes too. It's life, a journey to experience, a journey to feel. No big deal...

I am really appreciate and gratitute for the the trust that i gained from yours... (Those "yours" will know...)

2009'06 -
I found it, something that connected to my desire path of my entire life. Something that I am doing all these while in my daily life. I just need to know more "technically". I've taken my action to approach them... I got 2 books regards of "anatomy" and "live patanjali" from one of the centre. I am happy and start reading one of it...

2009'07 -
I still reading the books... very exciting. Because what she wrote is something that I am doing now and for the past in my life. I am looking forward for the official kick off in August.

护爱泛滥成灾。。。活该。。。谈何怜悯？？

用人不当，随后护爱泛滥成灾。而后，只因为主宰者要让他自己的名字好看，竟让其他的都难堪！如果当初肯把面子放下，顾全大局而作决定，可能就不会落得如此狼狈不堪。当初的决定算不上是一种善良，是窝囊！倘若“江山易该，本性难移”，要可怜的是草民们，而不是将军们。

ANGRY

This is RIDICULOUS!!

Due to TNB station problem, we are having no electricity supply since 1045am, but we are being advised to stay back in the office till now (almost 4pm), with only computer on but no aircond is allowed as we are using the generator backup. but we switch off the light too cause too HOT!! we are having farewell lunch "dominos pizza" in the office :-) (but I wonder which bunch of idiots are thinking that such environment is conducive to work since TNB already advise that it will take them more than 3hrs or maybe one whole day to fix it.) How come those with power did not come out some constructive decision ??

We still patient...... until 4 in the evening.....

Being informed that our generator are getting hotter and hotter! (just like us!!!!! in our mind and body!!! in fact sweat till wet EVERYWHERE!! anywhere that you can think of! but yet is burning!!! demoralised and tired...)

here's come the funny idea to cool down the burning generator - to shut off all computers but aircond can be on. (ARRRRRRHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! does it make sense?? or i heard wrongly? i should have check my own common sense before i doubt others....) ambiguous direction

nevermind.... we follow.... loyal or dare not to swim out from the tank to the sea??

at 4.10pm
POK!! Generator being shut off! @_@

so angry now.... what to do after that??? button off?? for pole dancing??? since we are wet and hot???!!!! and now we can dance with the aircond on?? like some people do always??
"feeling too comfortable" is a very bad behavior that might "erode" the whole even before the storm come. a snowstorm + thunderstorm now.....

at 415pm, another news reach us, aircond can be on, computer can be on, light can be on too..... (aih.... what is this again??? where is effective communication) got wrong info from TNB?? arh arh i guess should be....

at 5pm.... official knock-off hour..... all gone with wind....

CLUE : metaphor quotient
ADVISE : stay positive and PROACTIVE

infected by choice

it's blogging virus....im infected. spread by a few girls who were always teasing me about my empty friendster and facebook account. For everyone's info, this blog was created with the guidance of a 12 year old little girl few days back ya :-)

well, i still thank all of them for spreading the virus to me (though they always tease me) because it makes me feel younger hahaha..... im happily infected
:p

look at every incident surrounding our life and try to understand the details of it. there are always "virus" spreading out whenever there is an incident. in fact, "virus" here also represents "message". it depends on the individual's interpretation of the incident.

(i) NEGATIVE thinking group of people - being infected without knowing that they are been demoralised by the so called virus
my advise : STAY AWAKE!!! if you need help, i can PUNCH you!!!

(ii) POSITIVE thinking group of people - being infected however they have made their choice to "pasteurize" the so called virus to be a "lesson" which might grow them in other aspects of their life
my advise : move forward and learn how to PUNCH others with love!!!

(of course, i know sometimes you will feel tired..... then, let it be since we had tried our best. its their choice. its always a matter of CHOICE in life. we still love them ya... and don't forget to love yourself everyday :-)

QUESTION : what choice have you made today?